Apr 15, 2005

happy pregnancy!

when you are pregnant, you must have a happy disposition because it would affect the baby and this and that. in the first place, who wants not to be happy?

but there's a point when you're too tired to be happy. and it doesn't help when you were not able to have a good sleep for 8 months now and counting. and it doesn't help when you have a baby who wakes up in the middle of the night asking for some milk, or some "pikpik", or some carrying and rocking, and then wakes up very early morning (for your younger sibling's sake, go back to sleep miguel) and you have to wake up too because he wants to go out and play already. and it doesn't help when you have a  super active baby, who cannot stay in one place. and it doesn't help when you have a very insensitive husband! and it doesn't help when sometimes you cannot go to sleep early because the baby is still up or your husband demands to accompany him while watching his fave show! and it doesn't help when your baby only takes short naps, just when you're about to take your nap, your baby's is wide awake! and it doesn't help when you feel like you're so bloated, and all your comfy clothes are not comfy anymore and you still don't feel like wearing maternity dresses because you just gotten over those dresses. and it doesn't help that you do not see your friends always so you have no one who will listen to your rants any more even though they don't understand what you're talking about because they are still single and enjoying life and their only concern is how to hook up with their dream boy (exagge but then). and it doesn't help when you don't know what you are going to do after giving birth to the 2nd baby. and it doesn't help when you don't know how to make some time for yourself, and i really don't know. and it doesn't help when you don't have some extra help/hand on weekends, except for your husband but i don't want to complain on that anymore because i know he's trying his best to help but for some unknown i'm still frustrated. and, i repeat, it doesn't help when your husband is insensitive, and i assume he thinks mothers do not get tired!

my point here is i badly need a good undisturbed sleep at least once a month. 8 hours straight or even 6 hours is already a holy one! i'm now on my breaking point!!! this monring, i actually throw some tantrums where i actually roll on the floor and shout and cry! and, i still don't feel better now, and i don't like it that i'm still not happy! i'm so drained!

i know this is petty compared to other people's problem. imagine those mothers with more than 6 childrens in a row! do they also have tantrums? but, please just let me have this one.

Apr 12, 2005

the 3 stooges!

the models (l-r): miggy (7 months), bosley (5 months), kalil (1 year old & 3 months)

at the back: nadja, the stagemother!

bosley: hey miggy, face the camera!

miggy: your mom, let her sit beside us, too!

kalil: i'm smiling! let's get this done!

the actors now facing the camera. our best smiles!

miggy: how about this smile?

bosley: geez, they're trying to make us look like a bunch of crazies in here!

kalil: hey bosley's mom, wanna join with us?

kalil: enough of this nonsense!

the 3: no more smiles for you!

Apr 6, 2005

of weewee and injections...

i went to HP clinic today for my urinalysis and CBC for my pregnancy. urinalysis to check if i have UTI, and CBC for i don't know - maybe to determine your sugar level, i'm not really sure.

these are some of the things i don't like about being pregnant, all the medical tests you're required to have. but for the sake and love for your baby, you have to do it.

i don't like getting a urinalysis because i can't seem to aim my pee perfectly at the little plastic cup the clinic provided which they require to have it filled up halfway. well, i don't find it grossy but i just don't like the feeling of pee all over your hands. maybe, this would be easier for the boys.

cbc and anything that requires needles just suck big time! i really hate needles. i know it's just like some ant bites but still the thought of being pricked by a needle, and blood being sucked is just too much for me! see, i'm already scared with the little needles how much more the needles in the operating room!!!

Apr 4, 2005

the long wait...

queuing  for miguel's 7-month check-up!

on line with us that day is this cute li'l baby below!

miguel's first jollibee trip!

because it's his 5th month, we thought of celebrating it! in jollibee! but no jobbee for miggy! =))) this is kinda very late post, miguel's going to be 8 months soon! nwyz, i've got nothing to post or do.

me, sooo hungryyy!!! the line at the miguel's pedia clinic can be so long and his pedia can be sooo late! only if his pedia is not good, i'm really gonna look for another one!

hello?!? where's my share! this is supposed to be my day!

i don't know if miguel would be proud of this picture! it's yay for me! but for the sake of documenting miguel's first, we have to do this! =)

a quote i stumbled on some mommy blogs


Before you were conceived, I wanted you.
Before you were born, I loved you.
Before you were here an hour, I would die for you.
This is the miracle of love.

-- Maureen Hawkins