Funny, how I can always be sure before starting a thing. But reality is that, once I'm in the middle of doing it, gone is the clarity I had once, and all I could is grope in the dark. Striking here and there hoping I hit it right, or at least partly right.
This is going to be a long journey inside a tunnel. And, I thought that instead of searching and waiting for the light at the end of tunnel, I should instead come up with my own light! I won't depend on the light at the end of the tunnel.