that unexpainable giddy feeling and starry eyes! the mushiness and all

I badly missed that kind of feeling.

* Imagine college/high school setting where you have this crush, and you constantly haunt/stalk for him inside and outside the campus, and you never get tired... 

* When  you can't help but become dumbfounded and you just want to hold on that moment replaying the scene in your mind again and again in different scenario, that feeling...

* the feeling that you feel like it's raining and you just want to curl in your bed and daydream...

* the feeling of becoming daydreamy when you heard a song that you sort of connected to him...

* and that freaky sweet tingling smile you have when you see him or when he pops up in your mind or just for no reason at all...

* that christmassy feeling -- it's cold but you feel good, calm and warm and just satisfied having him or still wishing for him...

* the i-wanna-hug-you-tight-but-can't-get-enough feeling.

I totally miss the feeling of having crushes like in college/highschool where you really have no chance of getting the guy but still you can't help but magpa-OGG (olipon sa gugmang giatay!).

How about you what feeling are you missing? hehehe...