mark just got home from his bohol trip with his friends/workmates. i tried not to feel jealous/envious/bitter/hate/bad about it. you know, the thought of me or us stuck here in lacion, cebu. i mean i'm happy for him because at least he starts to get adventurious but it would be better if he included us. but yeah i know, it would not be much fun if there are excess baggages. and, yes, this is the 2nd time he went on a trip leaving us behind, and there will be more.
one of his reasons why it is like that because the kids are too small. he has a point. (but i see lots of families with small kids travelling.) and it was an all-boys event. owkeis, he scored on that too.
every time he got back from his 'adventure,' he would then say, 'we should go there with the kids because the place is child-friendly blahblahblahblah...' F*CK pakshyet. of course, all resorts, i believe, are child-friendly! i'm still fuming with anger/hate/jealousy/bitterness/allthenegativityintheworld. but i don't want to show it because i don't want to spoil his happiness. mark is this very safe kid, living inside the shell all his life, and he just started to test the unknown waters so i'm trying to be supportive about it but how i wish he chose us to be his adventuremates. duh, BS! i mean i have the reason to feel bad about it, right?
i'm never ever gonna ask him for some litow adventure with the kids again. nanglood ko! I and my kids will have our time sooooooooon!!! we're gonna have a real backpacking escapade minus HIM! watch out, mt. everest!
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Hi Rose! Relax, give him some space. The more he spends more time away from you, the more he wants to go back to you, right? Why will he miss something, if it is always around? The best part of leaving, is coming home. Cheer up girl!
hmmm who are this buddies he goes out with? can you trust them? ;) but ads does have a point too..;) but i think there is nothing wrong with communicatng your indifference to what he did At least he would know what you feel. and perhaps in his next trip will consider that..
hahaha. kalingaw.
cge lang rose. kay kuyogon tika sa akong mga adventures! kuyog imong mga chikiting!! naa man ko sa liloan every weekend... if im not on a trip. mag expedition niya tag atoa!!
maybe should meet my partner, she practically feels the same [jealous/envious/bitter/hate/bad] with my work and work mates even though if Im work-home type, even if I play with the kids [for an hour or two] right when I arrive from work, even if I take them out on weekends even with my soccer practice, even if I take them to team socials and team buildings. she even wants to be there even if its a rare after-work drink with boys.
kuyog ko vivien! :D
mt. makiling rose child friendly dun hehehe daming hot springs
hahay. ako maglagot jud ko if im excluded from the fun.but don' t listen to me rosie coz im a selfish,self-centered middle child.
i know how u feel..puro salita wala namang ginagawa..hahay..nakakainis noh?!
thank you, all, for the cheer ups. greatly appreciate them. =)
Ari New Zealand laag ta to the max.....pero dad-a lang imong beloved Mark...heheheheh
surely visit that place on my next life. =) hehehe... if filthy rich na ko sa ako next life. =)
You don't have to be filthy rich to be able to visit us. If there is a will there is a way.
NZ is a very nice place to raise children. Hope you will consider NZ as an option.
sooonnn... we'll visit you one time... =)
bitaw bitaw.. hehe
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